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2002-05-30 - 11:06 p.m.|minor devastation

I found out officially that E does not love me. I couldn't stand it anymore, so I had a serious conversation, and he plans to leave me when he finds someone more like who he is looking for. And the next time I see him, I'm gonna tell him I can't wait that long; the candy store is closed. But I'm not calling him. Of course we had plans tonight and he forgot. He was the only thing going here anyway.

And you know what the worst part is? He's gonna stay here now. I always thought we weren't making a committment cause he was gonna leave. But now I'm gonna leave. I'm gonna go back to North GA in August, since ironically I still have more friends there than I do here. After a total of 19 years living here. Everyone here is friendly to me, but there are no single people in my education/income bracket. And in North GA, I can date women too, since I don't have to worry about what my grandparents/potential employers/ mother's friends will think.

I know I'm a flake, I just want to be a happy one.

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