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2 dreams I've had recently:

In the first one, E told me he was moving to South America in December, but it would be okay if I wanted to use his sperm to get pregnant.

In the second dream, an asshole boyfriend was leaving me for this really stupid girl I worked with at my last job (the restaurant where I got fired cause I got sick of said girl undercharging my delivery customers.) Anyway, whoever this boyfriend was, I said I couldn't believe he was leaving me for that "little cooze" (dialogue taken from a Woody Allen film.) Then I realized he was going to try to steal my dogs when he left, so I locked them up in the house. I knew eventually they would have to go outside again and I was going to be afraid he was coming back to steal them.

B from work told me he once took a date to a friend's house so the friend could tell him what the date's name was cause he'd forgotten. So I officially give up on going out with him.

And today's epiphany: people stay with a romantic partner who is mean to them because they think they have done something wrong to make the person be mean to them and they need to make it right. The one who is getting hurt keeps giving more and more, which makes the other person take and take and respect the giving partner less, and a vicious cycle is perpetuated. So the four guys who left me for their hated (by the guys) ex girlfriends had something wrong with their thinking, there was nothing wrong with me. Just like Mama said.

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