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Okay, so its been a REALLY long time. I've been having some angst, and I didn't want to bore you all with it. You know, I forget what percentage of a meter an angstrom is, but its really small. Therefore angst must be composed of really small thoughts. I'm reaching here.

So, what have I been up to? I've decided that E. is like fine chocolate. I enjoy consuming it, but I don't NEED it, and I certainly can't make it my only source of nutrition. Besides, I'm getting tired of drinking all the time, staying up all night, having sex til I'm exhausted. A relationship has to be compatible with one's grown-up responsibilities.

Speaking of which, I have a new job delivering food. You know I'm addicted to the cash, and the idea of leaving work, driving around listening to music and smoking cigarettes. Plus there's this real sweet guy at work I've been doing a lot of flirting with. And this is my fifth, count that fifth job that involves watching TV.

And, my friend K.M. called me yesterday and says the clinic where she works needs a therapist two days a week. So I'm off to turn in my resume just as soon as I finish this entry.

So I think I'm tired of dating guys who hate it here. I don't hate it here. I've been looking for a place that's a small town but close to a big city, but I already have it and its home. Most places I go someone recognizes me, or they know my parents or grandparents. Life is easy, its been handed to me on a plate and I've been fighting it. So I'm gonna stay here and finish my education degree and then add on some certification that will enable me to skip the part about being a classroom teacher. Like counseling, speech, ESOL, media specialist, whatever. Of course, once I get my massage license I can make enough doing that to never have to use the degree, but I'm gonna get it anyway. And because I'm gonna stay in this state, tuition will be free because I have a B average. Now I can get a little apartment or a trailer or work on getting some land at the country-ass end of the county.

And that's it. Life is beautiful. I have a cat, I have a boat, I have a suntan, I have free dance lessons, a free place to live, a good reputation, and there's a book on the shelf in my bathroom called "Right Where You Are Sitting Now" by Robert Anton Wilson. The combination of the title and the location is just too damn much. Absolutely everything is okay. How are you?

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