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2002-02-04 - 11:22 p.m.|News At 11:30 Okay. I'm doing something I've never considered before. I'm casually dating someone six years younger than me. And he is sooooo sweet! By casually dating I mean kissing, hanging out together, and nothing else. We went to lunch and then he went on my daily walk with me, and he did something I've always wanted someone to do, he stole a kiss while we were walking a la Woody Allen in Annie Hall. Then when the date was over, he asked to see me again tonight. And I told him no, thinking I don't want things to go too fast. But when I got home from school tonight and he was online, I just told him instead of typing to each other, we should go out for coffee. Which turned into a drink, but whatever. I didn't sleep with him, like I would have done two years ago. I mean, the whole time since Clay and I broke up I've been hiding behind this computer, thinking how much this town sucks and wishing I could find someone to hang out with. And finally they appear, so I'll be damned if I'm gonna use the computer as a buffer anymore! So I saw him twice in one day and we're karaokeing tomorrow night. The Rules girls are getting divorced, I hear, so what do they know about dating? And anyway, the person that gave me the Rules to read is clinically insane and in a ward as we speak. So I'm just gonna try to use my head on this one. Seems like I have an unfair advantage, being "the older woman" (27) but I always want to be the dominant partner anyway. So please God, don't let him turn out to be totally insane!
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