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I've been doing the internet dating thing for a few months now, haven't really gotten anywhere but I've met some interesting people. I had a fun date last night but I'm not sure if there was any chemistry. See, I realized that I was having relationships backwards my whole life (or at least the last thirteen years or so.) But this is what always seems to happen. You fool around with someone, then you get to know them. Or else you never see them again. I tried to have a one night stand once. He moved in with me and lived with me a year! Now I'm trying to get to know people, and know them well, before I do anything sexual. Which means I haven't done it in months. I used to go crazy if I had even two dry months, now it doesn't even bother me at all. I guess I'm evolving. "I was evoooolllllving. I'm STILL evoooolllllving." Extra points if you know what movie that's from.

The other issue, other than sex, is a person's looks. The last four guys I was with were exceptionally good looking. The last real boyfriend looked like Elvis, and he was really really mean. And the whole time, I was thinking, I can't believe I'm dating someone this good looking. I think there's something wrong with most really hot guys. They know they're hot, and people treat them differently because of it. Probably starting with their mothers overindulging them. Doesn't it always start with their mothers? That's my human growth and development analysis, anyway. So are we supposed to completely disregard looks in favor of character? That's what the fairy tales say. I must be shallow for trying to dig so deep into an unimportant subject. Ever since I paid for the ads on here so more people would read, I've had nothing to say. Oh, the pressure! So from now on, I'm just going to try to imagine you are all a bunch of people I care nothing about impressing. Then I'll write some great stuff. Maybe I can go on to act that way in real life too. Maybe I'll meet someone to take up my time and I won't be looking for interaction through this cold flat screen. So there.

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